Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Psychotic episodes

My mom asked me if I wished I wasn't going to India today. She asked me this after having a bit of a heart to heart about leaving. I adamantly said no, that I do want to go and this is something in my life that I would regret forever not doing if I changed my mind. It does bring up the ideas of all I'm missing again. I'm so close to departure now that my nervousness is overcoming my excitement. My fear of little hick-ups or missing information or sickness, is starting to become more of a reality. I started my malaria medication yesterday so if I start having psychotic episodes, you'll know why.

*5 days*

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Allison!!
Just wanted you to know that I really admire your no regrets attitude- and i know it will help you tremendously going into this adventure!! I can't wait to hear all about it- I know you'll do great!
I can't believe you're leaving so soon!! Miss you already!
Love you!!

Unknown said...

You will have a blast. I can't wait to hear about all your travels. You are a strong woman and I have confidence in you.

Craig

Anonymous said...

I miss you already :-( I have already thought up two things that I wanted to call you immediately and tell you about, but now i've forgotten. *sigh* it's hard to live when your best friend is a whole country away! Say hi to the kangaroos for me *wink*.
Lova

Sidd said...

Hey, so glad you din change ur mind. :) Your attitude is admirable.